Tuesday, May 26, 2009



THOSE DAYS ARE LOST BUT MEMORIES ARE FOREVER

when the sunshine fell on the benches of park
little bare feets ran all around
there chattering echoed wid chirruping of birds
there innocence and abundance was so unconfound

wearing shorts Bats and ball in their hands
they grouped in the center like lifetime friends
soon a coin touched the sky everyone looked up in great anticipation
when it started to fall the hearts were pounding

soon two little masters with bats in their hands
took the center stage and were appraised in the baloney stands
in the consuming afternoons they played their hearts out
twilight beamed in the park and little cycles were out

next stop was the lassi shop
a cool hangover for tired souls
everyone drank as if their last drink
then the time for payment and chillar was out

after hours of argument payment was done
back home went mother's sweet little son
Ohh!!! God plzzzz giv back those days to me
those days are lost but not memories

THOSE DAYS ARE LOST BUT MEMORIES ARE FOREVER 

Friday, May 22, 2009

WheN I DeCidEd tO DiE



Everything in my life was so beautiful
I used to enjoy the time I spend with my friends
I used to enjoy everything that happened in my surrounding
The flowing wind, flapping leaves of trees
Chirruping of birds, scolding of parents
The world used to be so beautiful
I can’t describe in words
But than something went terribly wrong
And the worst part is I don’t know what it was
AND I LOST MYSELF

Everything in this world seemed like business
Even temples that used to provide me peace of mind felt like hotels now
I became so callous that I
Forgot laughing on jokes
Forgot mourning on deaths
My body was there but soul seemed petrified
My material existence was there
But can’t say same about my spiritual being

Everything in this world which was so dynamic
All of a sudden was immobile and static
Their was absolutely no meaning in anything
What’s life, what’s death?
What’s heaven what’s hell?
To me everything was a black hole, sucking everything inside
My hope, my zeal, my emotions
MY SOUL
MYSELF

I tried to look for a solution to get out of this misery
But all efforts were in vain due to hopelessness
I was so damn stoic
Nothing made me happy
Nothing made me sad
I neither felt good nor bad

When the world to me was a deserted place
There was extreme transparency and meanings were lost
When nothing was truth and the only TRUTH was LIE
I DECIDED THAT NOW I MUST DIE
 

The Avanger

THERES AN EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME
EVERYTHING'S LIKE A BLASPHEMY
NO ONE HERE CAN SEE MY PAIN
CZ I SHED TEARS WHEN IT RAINS

ANXIETY IS KILLIN ME
MY LIFE IS LIKE AGONY
SHATTERED AND BROKEN MY HEART WEEPS AT NIGHT
TRYIN TO FIGHT A LOST FIGHT

THERES AN EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME
EVERYTHING'S LIKE A BLASPHEMY.........

THERE'S NO MERE GLIMPSE OF ANY HOPE
LONELINESS KNOW ME FOR SURE
I HV NEVER HAD A FRIEND
THOSE I LOVED BROKE MY TRUST


THERES AN EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME
EVERYTHING'S LIKE A BLASPHEMY.........


MY FEELING WERE OF NO MEANS
IGNORANCE WAS MEANT FOR ME
DITCHED FROM BACK AND SCREWED FROM FRONT
MY FATE WAS ALWAYS IN A SLUMP

EMOTIONS WERE CUT TO GORE
MY LOVE PROVED TO BE A WHORE
NEVER LIED AND NEVER CROOKED
STILL I CRIED AND STILL I SHOOKED

THERES AN EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME
EVERYTHING'S LIKE A BLASPHEMY.........

IN THE END WAT I FOUND
MY LIFE WAS SO CONFOUND
I DN GIV A DAMN NO MORE
I DN CARE FR ANY WHORE

EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS LOST
NOW I M N AVENGER.......................